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about a month ago there was this freak hail storm in el paso that lasted about ten minutes. it totally messed up my car; and my car still has not been repaired. i have been patient and understanding, but that is about to be over. i am tired of driving a car with a cracked windshield and a tailight. i want it to get fixed like today, but since it is about 3 15 i dont that is going to happen. so i am totally frustrated and angry. i have to remind myself that my car is still drivable and it is going to get fixed.
on to the next subject me and my bf are still doing really good. i think this relationship is exactly what i needed at this time in my life. but at the same time i miss my family and the life i had in georgia. sometimes i wake up and am like i really cannot believe that i am in el paso.
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so everytime that i think my life is somewhat set for the moment something happens and it changes the way that i think. most of the time it is me being dramatic and blowing something out of proportion; but it still scares me. because any sense of security that i have disappears.