random

about a month ago there was this freak hail storm in el paso that lasted about ten minutes. it totally messed up my car; and my car still has not been repaired. i have been patient and understanding, but that is about to be over. i am tired of driving a car with a cracked windshield and a tailight. i want it to get fixed like today, but since it is about 3 15 i dont that is going to happen. so i am totally frustrated and angry. i have to remind myself that my car is still drivable and it is going to get fixed.
on to the next subject me and my bf are still doing really good. i think this relationship is exactly what i needed at this time in my life. but at the same time i miss my family and the life i had in georgia. sometimes i wake up and am like i really cannot believe that i am in el paso.
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so everytime that i think my life is somewhat set for the moment something happens and it changes the way that i think. most of the time it is me being dramatic and blowing something out of proportion; but it still scares me. because any sense of security that i have disappears.

i finally rejoined the gym!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i am still in el paso with my bf. El Paso might not be the most ideal place to visit but i am honestly happy here; which has more to do with my bf than the actual location.
i joined the gym today and got a tanning membership there which made me super happy. So i woke up this morning determined to start living a healthier life and my first day back at the gym reinforced that idea. I got to the gym and saw my lovely pal the arch trainer. I got on it determined to be on it for forty five minutes; and i was on it for forty five minutes but the minute i got off i thought i was going to die. So i decided to take it easy and went tanning; but i got sunburned or should i say tanning bed burned on the back of my legs. But, my morning was still a good morning i feel more energized and ecsatic about the fact that i am going to be super tan again.

my very first blog :)

I have decided to join the blogging world. I am twenty three years old and i have a degree but i still have no clue what kind of career i want and trust me it is extremely scary and unnerving.
So let me tell you a little about me, i grew up in the imperial valley,ca; i lived there until i was 19 yrs old. I decided that for college i wanted to leave the valley and move to georgia to continue my education. Moving to georgia was one of the best decisions i have ever made, but it was also one of the hardest. I lived in georgia for about four and a half years and i made same amazing friends who i cherish so much.
When i graudated from college i had no idea what i wanted and decided that i should take the summer off of work and figure out what mattered most to me. So i decided to go to El Paso and stay with my boyfriend for a little bit and two months later i am still in el paso with no clue.